I get so tired of fighting. I shout to God in bitter frustration, "why can't I live the way I desire to live?" - holy, righteous, pure, a life of total freedom in Christ. I constantly wage wars against myself- my sinful nature. I get so tired.

To rest, finally in a land of beauty beyond my deepest imaginings, to find ultimate and final satisfaction and joy in the One who knows me by name. I will never stop longing for heaven.