it's a weird place i find myself in
doing things i never thought i'd do
sorry if you get bored of hearing about this over and over again

i'm processing
and this is where i'll process
so you'll have to deal

i went downtown to the capitol steps today
and joined in with a demonstration to give more funding to
people with disabilities

it was raining
and cold
people were milling around with signs
raising their fists and chanting
listening to senators pledge their support

i should have been one of those people who is into social issues
but it took too much effort to care
i've never been a social activist
how could i fight for one thing without fighting for everything?
so i did nothing

what a wildly ironic life i live

standing in the rain
i couldn't help but laugh wryly
in three weeks it will be my demonstration
my... demonstration...
what the heck am i doing?

it's true, you know
you can do far more working with God
than you ever, ever could on your own

you will reach higher
throw farther
influence more
you will impact the world

never underestimate God